Hi guys ! I'm leaving for HUGE Camp soon! Looking forward to it though haha I will be back on Thursday and by then I will probably blog about the camp .
So see you guys soon! Bye! xo
Hello readers! Sorry for not updating my blog again :/ I keep forgetting about it and sometimes I get too lazy heh. Just so you know, today is my birthday! :D Yay happy birthday to me. haha. I'm officially 16 though and wow I can't believe how fast time has passed. It's like you know sometimes you get the sudden realization that you're going to be Form 5 in less than a month and it seems like it was just yesterday when you were in Form 1. I've always wondered how cool is it to finally be 16 when I was in Form 1,2 and 3 but now, there's like no difference for me at all. I'm still childish, retarded and lame. As usual, my girls came to my house and started bullying me :p Grace took my phone and started sabotaging it by screaming to random people on Whatsapp and I did the same thing back to her LOL. Then, my parents brought us out for dinner at some restaurant near Taman Seraya. It's like a corner shop and the food is surprisingly good, I've been there before with my mom and her friend though. Okay, I'll just let the pictures do the talking okay? :)
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| Fried ToFu |
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| Soy Sauce Prawns |
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| Sorry but I dont know what is this called. LOL |
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| Sweet potato leaves |
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| Stir fried Lala! or also called as Clams or Asian Clams. One of my favourite dish! |
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| Roasted Chicken |
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| Family picture :) missing out my biggest sister though |
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| Annoying yet amazing people in my life :) |
Hello readers! Sorry for not updating my blog because I was in Penang for quite a long time and now I'm in Genting Highlands! So yeah, I will update more when I'm back from my "so-called" vacation. Stay tuned ! ❤️ :)
Why hello there! I'm currently blogging using my phone cause something is wrong with my laptop and everything is like so messed up now :( Should consider myself getting a new laptop or a desktop. So uhm I think last week I went out with my schoolmates to Berjaya Timesquare to catch the movie "Insidious Chapter 2" honestly, what I can say about the movie that it was scary but not as scary as what I thought it would be. The funniest part is when my darling , Grace nearly cried before the movie even started. Oh dear haha. After the movie , we went to the bowling alley and I didn't play at all. I tried once but it went straight into the "longkang" plus I was wearing a skirt so it was quite inconvenient for me to bowl. Remind me not to wear skirt anymore. LOL here's a group picture of us at the Bowling area with this really unglamorous girl with her eyes shut. Before I continue , I took these group pictures from my friend's Facebook cause he took most of the pictures. The rest of the vain ones of me and my girls are from my iPhone . Hence, don't mind the bad quality picture.
With Grace a.k.a JiaMey and Evon :)
The rest were busy bowling so we were bored and had to do something to keep ourselves entertained and that something is non other than......yup vaining. Cause that's what we do best :p
With Ching Yeeee :3
With Grace a.k.a JiaMey and Evon :)
Trying to act cute but Grace is forever giving the pedo face :3
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After bowling for like 2hours+ . We got hungry and decided to go for our dinner at Lot 10's Shabu Shabu steamboat. I didn't have any appetite to eat though so I ate mostly chicken fillet and scallops ._. Oh , I recommend you to go at night because there's more variety of food compared to lunch time. So yeah. As usual, group pictures were stolen from facebook :P except for the one where the 4 of us sat together.
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Freestyle picture but I don't know what were the boys doing behind. Expressing their love towards the food maybe?
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| With the babiess and no thats not my hand on Ching Yee's head . I was hugging her haha |
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| Lol smalll kids |
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| and finally a proper group picture :) Look at them asian eyes :b Had lots of fun with them though haha didn't expect them to be so humorous and it's definitely worth it to eat steamboat buffet with them. :D |
Hey guys! I've just realized that I've been dead *again* for such a long timee. Yeah...... most prolly because of school and exams which made me like don't have time for my blog. I've been telling myself to relive my blog again once exams are over and taa-daa! Here I ammm :) Oh, finals are over btw. 4 weeks of torture is finally over yay! Went to school just now to sit for my Physics paper 3 and PJK paper. Ugh, i'll never understand why must we sit for PJK papers. But oh well, past is past and I finally returned my Form 4 textbooks and took the form 5 ones. Gosh, I can't believee my form 4 life is gonna end soon.That's just soo....sad :/ I don't want it to end tho because this year has got to be the best year ever for the past years in my secondary life. I don't wanna go to Form 5 and face SPM! Have you guys ever realized that the time is passing faster and faster? Yeah, that's why we shouldn't slack around anymore and start getting things done *as if I will. LOL queen of procrastinating here * Haha anyway for the past few months, my life has been quite good. I mean there are ups and down but when you God with you all the time, whatever problem is a no problem :P Well, after my previous post. It's so depressing and stuff i know haha but those are like the past already and we should focus on the future moree. Hmmm, I even got closer with my classmates and most of us are getting along well, I hope. Haha. Sighhh .Oh well, my mind is currently blank and I don't know what else to write now. kbyeee. Here's a throwback selfie of me. Just in case if you happen to forget how I look like. Follow me on Instagram and Twitter to know more about me or to ask me questions. Don't worry, I won't bite. :)
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Broken..I don't even know what to say. This post is going to be filled with words and my rants. So you can either choose to read my rants or you could just exit this blog and do something else that is much more worth it than reading this post.
Things have been bothering me a lot these few days. I don't know why. It's either I'm thinking too much or I'm justpmsing. I need a place to rant out my feelings. Twitter doesn't help because only 140 characters are allowed and Facebook is just filled with judgmental people. I was thinking about getting a diary and just write everything out but there's one small problem. I'm too lazy to write and I prefer to type it out. I honestly don't understand what am I doing with my life. The amount of things that are bothering me is too much. My heart feels so heavy all the time. Why? cause I think too much. I often think a lot. I try to tell myself to just screw everything and relax and not think about it but I'm really stubborn cause I can't seem to stop thinking about everything. Sometimes I wonder why do some girls *especially me* think so much for? It just leads me to depression . I constantly feel like crap and shit about myself. I question myself all the time. "Why am I so pathetic? Why can't I be normal like other girls? Why must I think so much? Why am I so insecure? Why am I like this? Why can't I be like her? Why can't he like me back? Why must people do this to me? Why am I so useless?" WHY??why??why?? People often see me as the "Happy" one who laughs and annoy people a lot even though sometimes I seem really depressed but I really can't hide my feelings that time. Nobody wants to be depressed. Nobody wants to feel like shit all the time. Nobody does. It's just so hard when nobody understands you. You've got nobody to tell your real feelings to.. not even your very own trusted best friend. Why? Cause you might think that your best friend might judge you too... what's worse is when you really tell your best friend about it and she replies like she doesn't care at all. It hurts okay? It hurts me a lot. It hurts me so much when I try to tell my problems to somebody I really trust and that person just acts like it's non of their business. Who can I turn to? Nobody... It sucks to be the person who is always there for somebody when they have problems but when you have problems, nobody will help you. Nobody will care for you. I often ask myself.. "why do you even care when they don't even care about you?" I try to not care so much about other people but I don't why i just can't. I can't help it okay. I just have to help people who are in trouble. its just my personality. It's just...me.
People often lie to me. Why? Why must you lie? They often give me false hopes. Making me fall for their tricks and end up regretting about it. I really can't stand liars. I'd rather hear the ugly truth than to listen to the sweet lies. I'm sorry for being such an emotional freak okay? Everybody has got to have ups and downs in their life and it seems that I'm currently having downs in my life now. I try my best to feel happy and make myself happy all the time by not thinking bout it but I can't. I really can't. I can't just hold back my feelings and everything to myself. I can go crazy you know? There's nobody that I can turn to. I often feel disappointed at myself for trusting people easily.
Always being there for people who don't even care about you. Always being there for people who only need you when they are in trouble then ditch you when they have other things to do and you're just invisible to them. So far, the only way for me to really express my feelings is by listening to music. I swear when you're really depressed, all those emo songs just makes a lot of sense and it's like the song understands you more than anybody else. I have to be strong. Strong to face all of this.
Things have been bothering me a lot these few days. I don't know why. It's either I'm thinking too much or I'm just
People often lie to me. Why? Why must you lie? They often give me false hopes. Making me fall for their tricks and end up regretting about it. I really can't stand liars. I'd rather hear the ugly truth than to listen to the sweet lies. I'm sorry for being such an emotional freak okay? Everybody has got to have ups and downs in their life and it seems that I'm currently having downs in my life now. I try my best to feel happy and make myself happy all the time by not thinking bout it but I can't. I really can't. I can't just hold back my feelings and everything to myself. I can go crazy you know? There's nobody that I can turn to. I often feel disappointed at myself for trusting people easily.
Always being there for people who don't even care about you. Always being there for people who only need you when they are in trouble then ditch you when they have other things to do and you're just invisible to them. So far, the only way for me to really express my feelings is by listening to music. I swear when you're really depressed, all those emo songs just makes a lot of sense and it's like the song understands you more than anybody else. I have to be strong. Strong to face all of this.
OH MY GLOB. IM SORRY GUYS. I FORGOT TO POST THIS AND IT WAS IN DRAFTS ._.
Hey hey! Sorry for not updating my blog. School started again sighh >:( Got back my results for midterm and I can actually say that I'm not satisfied at all. Dropped like a share market but it's okay, I still got time to improve for end year's exam. Need to start studying hard now and not like before. So yeah, this post is gonna be filled with photos again but I don't think there's really a selca picture of me cause I felt and looked like shit all the time when I was in Penang :( My uncle and cousins (younger ones) from Malacca came to Penang few days before I came back to KL. So we decided to bring them for a uhmm small tour around Penang? We drove from one end of Penang to the other end of the island like seriously we did . Haha. We visited quite a number of places. On the day they arrived, it was evening already so not counted as day. We went Gurney Drive for dinner and ate at the place full with hawker stalls. I ate so much during that time and it was those oily foods like satay, hokkien mee and etc etc. If you really know me, I'm quite a health conscious person but not really to the extend. I have my dinner like super early around 5:30 pm? and that night, I ate so much around 9+ pm . Feel guilty as crap. But it's okay, I can still burn those fats off by working out right? :D Okay i should not blab so much and let the picture's do the talking should we? :)
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